Perseverance in crabbiness

The main thing perservering around here is the bad weather and my "badder" mood! Yesterday, Easter, had a little sunshine, thank goodness, but today back to gray and potential rain. And, my mood is gray, too. Keeping attitude and mood elevated seems to be difficult for me - which leads to more eating of sweets..ahh ha! Since the slippery slope of an addict declaring I can eat a little bit (not true!) I have indulged in sweets every day. Where has my resolve gone from Made to Crave? At church yesterday two people came up to me to tell me they are going to come to the MTC group at church - while I was eating a half a donut, no less. (I was going to say no to a donut - but when I saw them cut in half I suddenly thought it would be ok - what?!?!) Looking forward to accountability at church, surrounding myself with GOd's warriors, I can hardly wait. Meanwhile, looking back at notes, excersizing - and PRAYER - to believe that this time is different...